"423"

Falling down into a murder scene
I thought if I died...
That I would be alright...
And what makes you think that you are part of this
Its not like you cared...
If I would die out here...



Love me not here on this day
you never loved me anyway
what makes you think I will change
Oh its just hard to seek a way...
To know the truth...


Is this love or is it a fantasy
Or is it a plan...
To use me for demands...
Coz I don't like of what you're thinking
You've always been wrong...
And you know that you are wrong...


Love me not here on this day
you never loved me anyway
what makes you think I will change
Oh its just hard to seek a way...
To know the Truth...

- on this poem I wrote... it talks about the lack of attention with this person's lover...
All this person is trying to do is to make thier lover proud... but this stupid lover is not even showing his/her true feeling towards this person... basically the lover is a false person who is just using you... If this eve occurs to you... this is best for you... -fred

oh and if you are wondering what 423 stands for.... it means (love me not)...hehehe

“DREAMS DON’T BRING TEARS”

I think about the times of when
I used to be the only one
A lonely star at night

Wishing for my days to come,

But I’m so tired of being all alone
Inside my home

Still Waiting for the time of year
Of when the light will lead me on….


Tomorrow has left me all behind
Another day has passed me by
Today I’ll make it through and start
Again a life with something new
As I thought it through
I couldn't make my dreams come true

Still waiting for the time..........

For my dreams to bring no tears…

End of You

This is my lust

I'm drowning in a place where I cannot fuss

I'm falling out of time in a sudden gaze

One glance upon your eyes I can't escape

Sometimes I wish there's something that I could hear

When everything is lost you could never fear

Of all the times I thought you were here with me

Well this will be the end of another scene...

The end of you...

The end of you..........

Deep into stress

Of all the things I thought that I did my best

And everything was lost when you disappeared

I never thought that we could have last for a year...

the end of you.......

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- it talks about losing someone... this person thought he could win her heart and live his whole life with her.... but she just didn't accept on who he is even though she did love him...

Dreaming...

And So I'm Dreaming... Just Know that I'll be dreaming...

The day you left me out has brought me

down without a sound... for you...

Right at the day when I Loved you

Has brought the strength between us two

just know its true

That I love you...

but when you left here last night

I can't believe that you would lie

is it right

To say goodbye...

And so I'm Dreaming... Just know that I'll be dreaming...

The day you left me out has brought me down without a sound... here for you....

And when the stars come out at night

I hope you'll see me in your eyes

So don't you cry

You're still my life...

And so I'm Dreaming... Just know that I'll be dreaming...

The day you left me out has brought me down without a sound... here for you....

"Don't You Think I'll Say Goodbye"

As I would try to search a time with you tonight
An everyday I try to keep myself in line
So why can't I ever learn
I know I don't deserve
To have a time with you with me tonight

So why can't I cry...
Why can't I cry.......


So don't you think I'll say goodbye
Everything will be alright
All my life I try to find
Something that could make a life for us...


All the times I've spent with you throughout my life
Makes me start to wonder if you'll be alright
So why can't I ever learn
I know I don't deserve
These days just show that you were never mine

So why can't i cry.......
Why can't I cry.......................................

So don't you think I'll say goodbye
Everything will be alright
All my life I try to find
Something that could make a life for us............

-its about losing someone you love... but its telling you to not give up... try to find some way to keep your heart with the one you.......

Caring Is For Lovers

I've tried to tell you that you're not my type
and everyday I would say it right to you
and even though you want to know
I'm telling you just go back home

Coz I...
Don't want...
To be with with you throughout my life...
So don't...
You cry...
If I don't want to love you anymore...

As nights turn mornings and days turn nights
tomorrow is just another day to prove
That I will never be your type
So don't you think I'll change my mind

Coz I...
Don't want...
To be with you throughout my life...
So don't...
You cry...
If I don't want to love you because I

Cannot, will not be
Something you would want in loving me
And no I will not make a scene
Coz caring is for lovers who I will never be...

Coz I...
Don't want...
To be with you throughout my life...
So don't...
You cry...
If I don't want to love you anymore...
If I don't want to love you anymore...

If don't want to love you anymore.............................

-This poem is about a person... who just can't love this person anymore... becoz of all the things he/she did... the one he/she loved just was never satisfied... so theres no way in coming back... and there's no way that lover is gonna take he/she back...

Hero To Zero

I've tried to make it right

and all the things we've did

could never come to mind

I never could believe

of all the words you said right in front of me...

She said
"you were never meant for me,
and I'm sorry that I never really cared,
our love was just a dream"
and so I guess I never was your hero...

Too late to be okay

I tried so hard in stress to hide away my shame

Why did you have to leave

I'm searching for myself of a darker side of me...

She said
"you were never meant for me,
and I'm sorry that I never really cared,
our love was just a dream"
and so I guess I never was your hero...

-this is a letter I wrote into a poem when I once was with someone I loved... but then that person ended up changing and just said that we were just lying to each other with our hearts... which that person was wrong... and as I said... and so I guess I never was your hero.... its means "we were never meant to be"... So I must find the one who will take me as their own... - fred